Happy/Sad

When all you want to do is be happy for someone when they find out great news, but you can’t be. 

You can’t be happy because that person never wanted it, because that person isn’t ready, and because that person is close to you. 

You can’t be happy because you want it, you are ready, and you are prepared. 

But it’s not safe for you, however for them it’s just another day. 

It’s dangerous and life threatening for you, but for them it’s just another oops. 

Your happy. You love or life. But you could add to it. You would love to add to it. 

They aren’t. 

I am happy for them….but sad….

Can you say selfish?